Now isn’t that an all new flavor of loneliness.
Now isn’t that an all new flavor of loneliness.
I can feel the changes coming. Surely you can too. It feels like the end of us. I certainly hope it’s not, but Ive finally learned that there are things in our lives that we cannot avoid. Attempting to only prolongs our pain and prevents us from living the lives we deserve.
I am a good man, and I know this. And I am a man of action. I will confront my trials and I won’t avoid what’s to come. It’s the only way to move on.
But I am not one to leave things unsaid these days. I have done that for you in the past, but it’s always been for you. I too must take.
I just wanted to say that whenever I was with you, the good times and the bad, I never wished I was somewhere else. I hope you can appreciate what that means. And what it still leaves unsaid.
Another gift for you.
Ignoring me will make me go away. Don’t you realize that I’m human too? That I also need love? That, someday, you will have to admit the harm you’ve done? You’re the most lovely and selfish person I’ve ever known. You have so little time to redeem yourself.
Good news.
I hate that it’s so embarrassing to be a man with emotion. I spent a great deal of time not giving a shit about anything. Watching friends die, traumas erupt, family break in on itself. Standing strong for a cutter and suicidal girlfriend. Being the crutch for anyone and shrugging off my own desires and feelings. And now I’ve spent some time on the other side. Heartbreak and sadness every week. Loving so easily and wanting someone to share it with. Just being a genuine person. I don’t think I could ever go back. I don’t think that anyone should bottle themselves up any longer. Be tactful, of course. There are nice ways to say the things you need to. But for gods sake. For your sake. Don’t hold back any longer.
